Diary of a Stupid Boy *Okay, maybe with slightly less than 100% updates!*

Suddenly, not alone.
Suddenly, I'd like to take you home.
Suddenly, shyness slips.
Suddenly, I'm only seeing lips.
Suddenly, I'm all right.
Suddenly, will only last a night.

- "Suddenly" (Tammany Hall NYC)

I can't keep doing the 7:45 class thing. It's starting to kill me. Sure, if it were one or two days a week, I guess it would be doable...But I'm at it four days a week. It's not like I even have any motivation for going to class, either. I don't know what the hell's going on in either of them. How could I? Everyone who knows me knows that my brain doesn't begin spinning it's wheels until about 10 or so.

My personal hygene has even suffered. These last two days, and don't let this get out too far, I haven't even showered untill I got back from classes. Apparently, those extra ten minutes of sleep are really going to get me that extra "pop" to get through my day.

You know, now that I think about it...I might be the only person who takes a nap right after their alarm goes off. I wake up...Climb down from my loft...Turn the alarm off and re-set it for another ten minutes...Then I crash on my couch untill it goes off. Does that constitute a "nap?" I mean, it seems to have all the signs:

1. Not sleeping in my bed.
2. Set alarm for new time.
   
3. Snooze button isn't involved.
4. It's under 45 minutes, so it's not REM (or "Deep") Sleep.

Feelings on this issue?

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I'm starting to come to the conclusion that I am, in-fact, a boring person. I really am. Most of the time, I don't even like reading what I write or thinking about what's in my head. It just kinda bores me. So, as a result, I've come to the conclusion that it's why I've been sans-"signifigant other" most of my life. I think I'm like the"Skippy Peanut Butter" of guys. I'm passable...But in the end, you're gunna want to go for Jiff when you're given the oppertunity.

That might actually be the root of my problems. I'm just not quality enough. I've been taking steps to rectify this, though. To elaborate my point, I've decided to create a Pie Chart. The following is how I plan to ration my time in the future to become "Less boring:"

(Out of a possible 100% of my time)



I think that was a solid use of an hour of my life...


Remember...No one likes a Goth kid,
Colin