Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Never knowing you weren't going to be coming down alive
But you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed...
- "Believe" (Yellowcard)
Girls that I am friends with (In no particular order):
- Jill Meskiel
- Kim Zerebniak
- Jackie McConaughy
- Melissa Braden
- Kristen Riley
- Heather Eich
- Lesley Katzenmeyer
- Lindsay Sapp
- Sara Macho
I have a lot of guy friends, but I felt the need to list these people because they are the girls in my life that I call friends. These girls have been there to help at times, and I'd like to think I've been there to help them.
If you're not on this list, it's not that I don't like you, it's that I don't want to be "Best Buddies Forever" with you. I don't. Sorry. I'll see you around campus or in the dorm and say hi, and have a conversation with you...But I don't want to be your close friend. If you aren't into me...Leave me alone. I don't appreciate being sandwhiched into your "Friends" list because you think I'm a great guy and want to keep me around for shits and giggles. It's not fair to me. Just let me go back to trying to find someone who hates themself enough to give me a fair shot.
I already have quite a few friends...These girls in particular are people I've known for a long time and we understand eachother to varying degrees. They don't use me or lead me on. They are my friends. If you're a girl and you think I'm nice and would just be "oh so great as a friend" tell me ahead of time. I'm a lonley kid. I am. I latch on to people without much effort. I have a tendency to get emotionally involved with people very easily...It's my weakness. Please don't exploit it even though I'm going to give you every oppertunity to do just that. It's getting harder and harder to recover from every time.
Hittin the ol' dusty trail,
Colin
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