They don't know you anyway
They don't know you and they don't watch you walk away
Just a nobody girl
With a radar to the scene
When the emptiness finds you
You find all the numbers you need
Say you follow your heart
Well, honey you're just being lost
Say you follow your gut
Well, how much would it cost?
- "Nobody Girl" (Ryan Adams)
Teenage girls are a funny breed, they really are. Nowhere in their rediculously fuster-clucked brains do they approach anything considering a coherant thought. I'm so...God...Damn...Tired...Of getting burned by them. If one of you people is reading this, please...Give me a sign. I am so sick of trying to figure out what is in your heads. Why do you people across the board like giving decent guys like me (That's not me tooting my own horn. That's me being honest. I'm just not an asshole...It's the truth.) such a rough fucking time?
This has to be done. This has to be said. I don't think I can keep doing this shit, I may as well stay in my damn dorm room untill one of you fucking people grows a damn brain and some maturity and realzies that ASSHOLE GUYS WILL NOT CHANGE, THEY WILL NOT BE THERE FOR YOU, THEY WILL NOT MAKE YOUR LIVES BETTER, THEY WILL ONLY CAUSE YOU PAIN! JESUS CHRIST, THEY WILL ONLY FUCK WITH YOUR DAMN WORLD AND YOU'LL BE LEFT A BROKEN MESS WHO'S JOB IT IS FOR GUYS LIKE ME TO TRY TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER. IF YOU HAD GONE WITH THE NICE GUY IN THE FIRST PLACE, NONE OF THIS SHIT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED! I CANNOT DEAL WITH MORE OF THIS HEADACHE. IT'S BEEN SIX DAMN YEARS NOW, AND I HAVE NOT MET ONE FUCKING NORMAL GIRL IN MY ENTIRE LIFE! YOU SAY YOU'RE SO MUCH MORE MATURE THAN GUYS? FUCKING PROVE IT!
...FUCK.
...I feel better...No I don't, I'm lying. I feel like dejected, but I had to get that out anyway.
Wog maho,
Colin
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